Not all of us can be great, some of us are just average. After getting a mental illness I strive to simply be average (healthy), but when I was average I wanted to be great. I had great hopes when my IQ score came out as above average, but it comes with its disadvantages. Nothing in life comes without a cost. I guess some of the geeky dudes I used to know had wise words to say, because this is basically what Lucus said in my words. What a depressing post to share on mother's day. I've spent like 3-4 hours with mom today, so hopefully it's okay.