With money, emotions and thoughts
Trying to let go
Asking the universe for serenity
Feeling it taking my soul
Is attachment to money worth the cost? Where is all this going? What kind of rush am I in? I am falling into the rumor trap, which is how people lose money.
As the dollars go down I am sinking. My head hurts, I am struggling to get motivated, everything drags, I am at the verge of tears, my mind is beating me up, the insecurities flare up. Meditation and swimming is my salvation. I felt bliss lying down in the sun watching the clouds roll by. I may not be good at connecting with others, but I can connect with myself.