I'm kinda delusional so excuse me if this sounds weird, but I get the impression that my small following thinks vellocent, bluevellocent or lost_the_key died. Some posts people make give me that impression. I suppose if you really believe this you might not believe me when I say this is not true and I am fine. I suppose this might have started, because I deleted this blog and my other blog then brought them back. I also had all those paranoid posts and suicidal posts, but that is just part of my illness. Everything is okay. I suppose after all that nobody trusts I am the original and that's fine. I am just gonna keep blogging and hope people figure it out eventually.